Alpha's Command: A special forces shifter romance (Shifter Ops series Book 6) by Renee Rose & Lee Savino

Author:Renee Rose & Lee Savino [Rose, Renee & Savino, Lee]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Midnight Romance Publishing
Published: 2022-11-28T18:30:00+00:00

Julia

Amazing how different an orgasm with another person is compared to those I achieve on my own. And Channing wasn’t even inside me.

I shower and crack a window because I’m not sure how intelligent Geo’s sense of smell is now, I don’t want him knowing I fooled around with Channing while he was at school.

I don’t even know how I feel about what just happened between us, much less how to frame it to my son.

Oh hey, I decided to screw your uncle. That’s not weird, is it?

Not that I actually screwed him. But, I definitely want more. So. Much. More.

Except I can’t tease out all the threads of panicked thoughts about this development.

I mean, I’m not really the type to just roll with things. I think and overthink. And my thoughts all lead me to this being a bad idea. I know sex with Channing would be amazing, but I’m not really the type who can separate sex from love.

And I can’t open my heart to a guy who’s going to blast out of here in another five minutes and stay away for ten more years. I definitely can’t open my heart to a guy who’s involved in risky missions that involve shooting drug dealers, blowing up things, and whatever else he’s been doing for hire.

That’s not even taking into consideration the fact that he’s ten years younger than I am and is my dead husband’s brother!

Strangely enough, it doesn’t feel disloyal to Geoffrey, though. Being with Channing feels more like an honoring of him. Channing was a part of our life together. Geoffrey loved Channing deeply. I did, too, but in a different way than now.

Now, I see him as a man. A gorgeous, capable and extremely attentive man. One my body craves almost as much as my lonely heart does.

I took off my wedding ring this morning and put it away in my jewelry box. Some day, maybe Geo can give it to his mate. I do recognize it’s time for me to move on, whether it’s just allowing myself to have pleasure with another man or something more.

I get through the rest of my work day, emerging an hour after Geo gets home from school to find Channing standing outside hosing himself down with his shirt off. Again.

I watch through the kitchen window as he stands talking to Geo, water running in rivulets down his sculpted muscles.

Good Lord–will this man ever wear clothing? He’s torturing me!

Of course, I have to admit to torturing him a bit, too, with that yoga thing. I saw I’d struck a nerve with the brother comment, and, well, I guess I didn’t like the direction things had gone afterward.

Having Channing around makes me feel beautiful again. Seen. Desirable.

He looks up and our gazes lock. I expected awkwardness after what just happened. I was going to push him away, so I could come up for air. But there’s so much dark promise in his green gaze that my knees go weak.

Who knew? The lackadaisical goof has an intense side.

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